Posts Tagged ‘hope’

 

Return Home To Yourself

Posted on: August 10th, 2025 by Alden

This is a new High Holy Day season meditative song on tshuva by my friend and musical collaborator David Franklin. David suggested taking selected phrases from two of my prayer poems, combining them into one song. I fell in love with his musical expression, especially the instrumental and nigun woven in, but felt that the words as originally written needed revision. We spent quite a while adjusting the words to my satisfaction, as well as selecting the Hebrew. Thanks to CCAR Press for their support of this project. Listen to the song by clicking on the triangle in the bar below. Click here to open a YouTube video of David singing this piece. Follow along with the words, beneath the download link. The sheet music PDF is our gift to you.

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Return Home To Yourself
Quiet the mind to hear the Voice,
Quiet the heart to hear the Soul,
Quiet the self, make space for Ein Sof.

Shuvi shuv, shuvi shuv
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita

Return home
To yourself
Even if you have never been there,
If you feel like a stranger to yourself.

Shuvi shuv, shuvi shuv
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita

Surrender fear and despair to hope and adventure.
Remind us of who we are
And who we may become.

Shuvi shuv, shuvi shuv
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita
Lech l’cha v’shuv habieita

“Return Home to Yourself,” words by Alden Solovy, music by David Franklin, is based on excerpts from “These Barriers” by Alden Solovy from These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah © 2023, Central Conference of American Rabbis and “The Season of Return” by Alden Solovy from This Grateful Heart: Psalms and Prayers for a New Day © 2017, Central Conference of American Rabbis. Used by permission of the CCAR. All rights reserved.

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Our Story

Posted on: April 8th, 2025 by Alden

At the end of the Passover Seder, people around the world say that we have told the tale followed by ‘Next Year in Jerusalem.’ Few, if any, actually act on that aspiration. In one sense, it is the impossible dream. We all — even those of us who actually reside here — aspire to live in the heavenly Jerusalem, the fantastic, archetypical dream of Messianic wholeness and peace, with the word of God radiating into all of existence. And our story is far, far from completed. I offer this, then, as a new aspiration to add to the end of our Seders. It is, in part a response to October 7, in part a call to remember the long arc of our history. My suggestion: say this prayer-poem followed by ‘Next Year in Jerusalem.’

Our Story
Our story is not complete.
Oh no.
There will be more highs
And lows,
But the ending,
Oh my,
Will be tremendous.
This is faith.
Faith knows
That our story is not complete,
And the ending
Is beyond
All our hopes
For joy and wonder.

© 2025 Alden Solovy

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Postscript: The research on the word that inspired this poem can be found in the book itself.

Please check out Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe and These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah and my other CCAR Press volumes: This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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Loose the Angels of Peace

Posted on: January 16th, 2025 by Alden

A prayer of fear, hope, and longing as Israel moves toward a ceasefire deal to bring hostages back home.

Loose the Angels of Peace
God of eternity,
I am afraid
To allow hope
Into my heart
Or joy
Into my soul.

How I long
To see our hostages released.
How I yearn
For the captives to be redeemed.
How I pray
For the kidnapped to be free.

Prepare my heart
To receive our loved ones,
Released from the tunnels,
With the fullness of compassion and joy,
Even as You require that my heart
Stay broken
For those who remain in captivity
And to mourn the lost.

God of history,
Open the gates of freedom
For the innocent.
Wash away their pain
With a river of healing.
Wash away their nightmares
With the secret light
That You stored upon creation
For the righteous.

Source and Shelter,
Let loose the angels of peace.
For certainly they, too,
Must be held in captivity.
Then, God of life,
Hope will flow unbound,
And songs of rejoicing
Will shatter the heavens,
When the words of the prophet
Are fulfilled:

ויש־תקוה לאחריתך נאם־יהוה ושבו בנים לגבולם׃
And there is hope for your future, declares Adonai,
Your children shall return to their country.

Amen

© 2025 Alden Solovy

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We Wait, על הניסים, תשפ”ה, For the Miracles, 5785

Posted on: December 21st, 2024 by Alden

We traditionally say al hanisim on Hanukkah and Purim, an insertion into the Amidah and the birkat hamazon remembering and thanking God for the miracles that occurred in each season. Last Hanukkah, with war raging and hostages held by the hand of terror, unable to fully embrace this prayer, I worked with my friend Avital Ordan to adapt the Hebrew to include future miracles, adding my own text to create על הניסים, תשפ”ד, “For the Miracles, 5784”. A year later, I have rewritten the English text. Hard to believe a year has passed. And here we are…

We Wait, על הניסים, תשפ”ה, For the Miracles, 5785
O heart of yearning,
With gratitude for miracles
In the days of old,
We pray and wait
For new signs and wonders,
Miracles in our day,
As we defend our people and our land,
As we fight to free our hostages.

For all the miracles,
Seen and unseen,
Done and yet to be done,
We thank You.

O, that we might thank You once again,
That we might rejoice
With whole hearts,
With the captives freed,
With all wars, everywhere, ended.

,על הניסים ועל הפרקן ועל הגבורות ועל התשועות ועל המלחמות
הנסתרות והנגלות, שנעשו, שנעשות, שיעשו איתנו
.בכל עת ועת, בימים האלה ובזמן הזה

We thank You for the miracles, the redemption, the heroics, the blessings, and the victories,
Hidden and revealed, that You did, are doing, and will do for us,
In every age, in these days and at this season.

Al hanissim v’al hapurkan v’al hagvurot v’al hat’shuot v’al hamilhamot, hanistarot v’haniglot, she’nasu, she’naasot she’yi’asu eitanu b’col et va’et bayamim ha’eleh u’vazman hazeh.

© 2024 Alden Solovy; traditional Hebrew adapted in collaboration with Avital Ordan

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Postscript: Thank you to Avital Ordan for her collaboration in adapting the traditional Hebrew.

Please check out Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe and These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah and my other CCAR Press volumes: This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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On Acceptance into Rabbinical School

Posted on: December 9th, 2024 by Alden

For most of my life, I have yearned to be a rabbi. Now, thanks to Hebrew Union College-Jewish Institute of Religion, I will finally, at nearly 68, begin that adventure. I’m honored and humbled to share that I have been accepted into the Inaugural Cohort of HUC-JIR’s new Virtual Pathway to the Rabbinate, a low residential program with syncronyous and asyncroynous classes. Please wish me luck and good Torah.

On Acceptance into Rabbinical School
God of our ancestors,
With humility and wonder
I embark on the path
Of becoming a teacher of Your Torah
And a voice of Your word,
Yearning to receive wisdom
Handed from one generation to another,
To become a link in the chain
Of rabbinic insight and understanding
In wonderous service to the Jewish people
And all of creation.
Let my yearning for You grow.
Let my desire to serve overflow.
Let me be worthy of this endeavor,
In Your sight and in eyes of my teachers,
To receive their blessing and Yours,
So that I become a beacon of light
Shining Torah throughout the world.

ונאמר: כּי נר מצוה ותורה אור
As it is said: For a mitzvah is a lamp, and Torah is light (Proverbs 6:23).

© 2024 Alden Solovy

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For Bereaved Children, Revisted

Posted on: December 2nd, 2024 by Alden

This prayer is dear to me. I wrote it on behalf of my daughters 15 years ago as I witnessed them struggling to cope with the loss of their mother. My wife Ami z”l died after of traumatic brain injury, most likely suicide. As a prayer for healing, this prayer echoes the themes in the Mourner’s Kaddish, recalling G-d’s majesty and holiness. It appears in my book, Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe. Writing this prayer-poem cracked me open, and opened the well of my liturgical writing. I’m reposting it for all of the children who have lost their parents on and after October 7, 2023.

For Bereaved Children
Father of Jacob,
Mother of Rachel,
Source of awe and wonder,
Cradle and Shelter,
Our children are lost in tears,
Crushed in sorrow,
Erased in loneliness,
Bent and broken,
Their hopes, dust…
Their joys, cinders…
Their dreams, shadows.

You who comfort Zion and Israel,
Comfort our children in this moment of grievous loss,
And show them the path from darkness to light.
Renew their hope,
Rekindle their joy,
Spark their dreams,
So that they, too, will know Your healing Power,
Your salvation and grace,
Your loving kindness.
Hold them,
Lift them,
Carry them,
Until, refreshed by Your spirit,
They walk upright once again,
Toward holiness and love,
With charity and thanksgiving,
Humility and strength,
In awe and righteousness,
To sing Your praise.

© 2024 CCAR Press from Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe

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Postscript: This piece appears in Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe from CCAR Press. It also appears in my first self-published book, Jewish Prayers of Hope and Healing.

Please check out Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe and These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah and my other CCAR Press volumes: This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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Words of Medicine

Posted on: November 13th, 2024 by Alden

A prayer-poem about being at a loss for words to share with God in these difficult times. Somehow, this meditation manages to return to hope; or, at least, what I call ‘the hope for hope.’

Words of Medicine
A long time
Has passed
Since I felt
Close to God.
And now
I have nothing
Left to say.
We sit together
In silence,
And I understand
That God, too,
Has nothing
Left to say.

Maybe tomorrow,
Or the tomorrow
After that,
We will speak
Together
In whispers
And prayers,
Gently hoping
To find words
Of medicine
As gifts
For one another.

© 2024 Alden Solovy and ToBendLight

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Postscript: With joy and curiousity, I’ve followed a poetic dialogue on Facebook, a conversation in poetry about communication with God. It began with Evan Schultz, who wrote about text messages from God, dedicating it to Menachem Creditor. Then Hanna Yerushalmi added her voice, then Emma Gotlieb, then Julie Brandon. (I hope that’s everyone..) It’s been tremendous to experience this call and response poetry. This is my addition to the poetic dialogue.

Please check out my latest volume Enter These Gates: Meditations for the Days of Awe and my other CCAR Press books: These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah, This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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Posters, Necklaces and Graffiti

Posted on: March 10th, 2024 by Alden

A prayer poem for the hostages held in Gaza, abducted by Hamas on October 7. We pray for their health, safety, and immediate return to Israel and the arms of their families.

Posters, Necklaces, and Graffiti
When evil took you hostage,
We made you into a poster,
A tee shirt,
And a necklace.
A hoodie, a hat, and an empty chair.
Slogans and graffiti
Painted on walls and carved into our hearts.
A yellow ribbon,
A feast without guests,
A timer counting the days,
The hours,
The minutes,
And the seconds
Of your captivity.
Rallies, marches, and protests,
To keep your absence,
Your kidnapping and captivity,
Alive in evert moment of our days,
And every action of our lives.
To take your cause
To the seats of power around the globe.
So that when you return
You know how we yearned for you,
Prayed for you,
And fought for you
Throughout your ordeal.

© 2024 Alden Solovy

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Postscript: Here are some of my other prayer poems coming out of October 7 and the war: “Nothing Left but Tears,” “The Court of the Captives,” “Tears and Rain,” and “To Hope Again.”

Please check out These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah and my other CCAR Press volumes: This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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To Hope Again

Posted on: March 6th, 2024 by Alden

A prayer poem about the pain of losing hope and the struggle to find hope again, turning to the most unexpected source of potential answers…those who were murdered in the shock and terror assault on Israel on October 7.

To Hope Again
My heart has abandoned this world,
To seek the lost who refuse
Entrance to heaven.

Yes, the innocent dead
Have refused their places
In the holy realms,
To fly on the wind,
To dwell among the stars,
To haunt the bloody earth
With messages of love and despair,
Beseeching comfort from the ancient deep
From which all life emerged.

My heart has abandoned this world,
Praying to learn from the innocent dead
How to hope again.

© 2024 Alden Solovy

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Postscript: Here are some of my other prayer poems coming out of October 7 and the war: “Nothing Left but Tears,” “The Court of the Captives,” and “Tears and Rain.”

Please check out These Words: Poetic Midrash on the Language of Torah and my other CCAR Press volumes: This Grateful Heart, This Joyous Soul, and This Precious Life, which can also be purchased as the Grateful/Joyous/Precious trilogy. For reprint permissions and usage guidelines, see “Share the Prayer!” To receive my latest prayers via email, please subscribe (on the home page). You can also connect on Facebook and Twitter. For a taste of my teaching, see my ELItalk video, “Falling in Love with Prayer.”

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Light from Beyond

Posted on: December 12th, 2023 by Alden

A Hanukkah poem about light, seeking hope in the darkness of war, terror, and hostages in captivity. The Pardes Institute of Jewish Studies — where I am the Liturgist in Residence — invited me to write a prayer poem for Hanukkah as part of its series “Illuminating Chanukah: Artistic Reflections on Jewish Texts.” Each artist was asked to interpret a Hanukkah text. This poem is an interpretation of a teaching of the Sefat Emet “that each Hannukah candle draws from the or haganuz, the hidden light of creation.” For the full text, go to Sefaria.

Light from Beyond
When you look
With all of your heart
Into the flames
Dedicated to miracles,
You may glimpse
That special light
God created
On the first day of existence.

How comforting to know
That God’s holiness
And majesty
Still reach this world
Of war and terror.

How wonderful to feel
That God’s love
And blessings
Still shine
To warm our souls.

How glorious to see
That mysteries from heaven
Still wait in secret
To bring joy and light
To all of creation.

When you look
With all of your heart
Into the Hanukkah lights,
You will see
That miracles
Beyond our sight
Will one day bring joy and peace
Beyond our deepest yearning.

© 2023 Alden Solovy and ToBendLight

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