Jewish Prayers From the Heart and Pen of Alden Solovy

Egypt Inside

wollfhaggadahLeaving Egypt is the quintessential Jewish metaphor for the road to freedom. Leaving is only the beginning of that road. Leaving Egypt behind, leaving slavery behind, is much more difficult. This meditation appears in my new book, This Grateful Heart: Psalms and Prayers for a New Day.

Egypt Inside
This I confess:
I have taken Egypt with me.
I’ve kept myself a slave to grief and loss,
Fear and anger and shame.
I have set myself up as taskmaster,
Driving myself beyond the limits
Of reasonable time and common sense.
I’ve seen miracles from heaven,
Signs and wonders in my own life,
Yet I’ve taken Egypt with me,
Still waiting for the heavens to speak.

G-d of redemption,
With Your loving and guiding hand leaving Egypt is easy.
Leaving Egypt behind is a struggle.
In Your wisdom You have given me this choice:
To live in a tyranny of my own making,
Or to set my heart free to love You,
To love Your people,
And to love myself.

G-d of freedom,
Help me to leave Egypt behind,
To hear Your voice,
To accept Your guidance,
And to see the miracles in each new day.

Blessed are You, G-d of wonder,
You set Your people on the road to redemption.

© 2017 CCAR Press from This Grateful Heart: Psalms and Prayers for a New Day

Postscript: My book Haggadah Companion: Meditations and Readings includes 18 readings for Passover. Special thanks to Rabbi Peter Knobel who suggested – among many wonderful ideas for my writing and this site – that I think of holidays as opportunities to write new prayers.

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3 Responses to “Egypt Inside”

  1. Mali Schantz-Feld

    This is a beautiful and heartfelt connection between past, present and future. Relevant to Passover, but also very personal and timeless. Leaving Egypt, but carrying all of its tribulations with us to our next destination is a universal struggle. Great job; definitely not just a first draft to me.

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  2. Michele

    Thanks so much. this is perfect for my family at this time. We will be using it soon. Shalom.

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    • tobendlight

      I’m glad that you find meaning in this prayer. I invite you to keep visiting the site and to keep sharing your impressions. Alden

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